Is it over yet??

Just to clear things up, the last post was a story! I was angry one morning and i couldn't think of anything else except writing and thats what i did.. i have to say i was pretty suprised myself at what i wrote. I guess anger is a good inspiration but i need to be able to write well no matter what.. Im still working on that.

The post before the story was about how me and ***** got together. It seemed like a rocky fairytale, well i guess fairytales don't always have happy endings. Things were going great for about two weeks, he would call every night, we would talk for hours and text all through the day. Things seemed soo perfect. I couldn't have been happier with the way things turned out.

But then I got a text one day at school. It was him telling me how his friend had just gone to a girls room and he was thinking of the things he wanted to do to me. I just had to laugh.. The thing is, he neveer really was romantic and now that his friend had gone to hook up with some girl he remebered he had me and tried to spit game to get me to want to have sex with him.

It all started making sense. In those early days when i was still crushing on him, one of my friends warned me that he was part of the boys at his church that used girls for sex just so they could add them to their list. Blinded with 'like' i didn't believe he was like that. in those many nights when we talked, he did say things that made him doubt him a bit, but i just brushed it off. i didnt want to ruin something soo perfect. I then remembered that day at the party, the dress i wore, well it defined my ass properly, and well my friends call me ms booty so yeah, you can guess what was going through his mind. It all made sense why after all those months, it was that night he decided to ask me out.. because of my ass?? I wasn't really shocked because well, this wasn't the first time something like this had happened, but what shocked me was that after i refused his erm sexual advances if i can call it that, he stopped talking to me. And something i learnt from this experience of being with him was that if he wanted to talk to me, he would call.. I had some problems with my phone and the amout i had racked up, so my phone was turned off. I understand him not calling but if he wanted to talk to me or at least find out if i was in trouble or something, he would have sent a msg right? Msn Facebook, there are soo many ways he could get in touch , but im pretty sure he doesnt want to. Im happy i didn't have sex with him, firstly because im not the kind that would do that after being with him for such a short period and secondly because if something had happened, thats how he would have abandoned me... Im stubborn in the sense that if he doesnt call, i wont.. SO right now i just need to confirm if wer through,if we ever were something to begin with.....