im scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because everytime i fall in love it never seems to last... wow i don't even understand my feelings anymore.. ever since the changes from the last post, ive been feeling great. Things were just going great..
but i feel like theres something missing.. well i know what it is but i cant really explain.. this -50 degree weather doesnt really seem to be helping my mood.. i just want someone to hold and keep me warm.. lol
i always seem to be falling for guys that are way out of my league, not necessarily in terms of looks but more of age. i guess guys my age are really imature. but these guys that i keep falling for, it really does look imposible that anything will happen.. just a couple days ago i really got to know this guy. i had met him before through some friends but it wasnt like we were really frends but we got to hang out for a while.. goodlooking, great personality, intelligent and all but the thing is that hes soo much older than i am and probably thinks of me as a child.. i feel like maybe its a little girl crush kinda thing, but the thing is that i am not a little girl.. For goodness sake im almost 17 but theres still this little girlness in me..
Age really aint nuthing but a number rigth?? i just wish they would see that.. things would be soo much easier if it was nigeria bcos theres no law against dating younger people.. but here they are just to scared to do anything bcos they don't wanna go to jail.. and i cant really blame them can i? SOmetimes i just wish i was older....
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Aww sweetie, i feel u....just give it time, ok?
thanks hun.. i guess this is just teaching me how to be patient
Hey Dearheart,
I have a daughter slightly older than you. You are still growing and discovering who you are. These Men are older and while they may change slightly they pretty much are who they are. Date someone your own age. It may not seem like it's the best thing right now but you will have more in common including the fact that you will change quite often until you are formed. You need the life experience, pleasure, newness and pain sure but these Men have already done that! You still have alot of growing to do. Please take your time and wait!
Be well.
Jaycee
thank you soo much.. i guess it all makes sense when you put it that way..it wuill take time but im sure i;l eventually start settlinf for people my age
hahaha..I dont mean to be demeaning and all but damn u remind me of what it was like bein 17...lol...eeeyaaa...my take is don't wish u r older cuz u will grow older..what i think u should do is work on makin urself better..and jus get this mindset...if they dont notice that ur mature enough then its thier loss not yours ok love?
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